Lots of things going through my mind.
I think I found an anime that I can agree with very well.
The name is "Black Lagoon".
This phrase is one of the happier phrase in the anime. Very nice.
People are like dice, we throw ourselves in the direction of our own choosing.
People are free because of that.
Everyone's circumstances are different.
But no matter how small the choice, at the very least you can throw yourself.
It's not chance or fate, it's the choice you make.
Tons of things running through my mind. I wish they get tired soon, so I can pick them up and use them instead of chasing them around in my head.
Looking forward to all the trips that are coming up.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Friday, April 18, 2008
Interesting
Before I forget,
Something I discussed with my friend.
Education foundation is more important than education in later part of the child's life.
Or as Amir puts it, the education system is upside down.
Very interesting notion and idea. Will go research more on it :) Worthy of a thesis.
And this afternoon.
Damn pissed at my dad.
Can't do shit, talk a lot. Ask for help, then want to comment on how I do things.
_|_ man. Don't get annoyed at me because I can do what I say.
Just because your mind cannot comprehend mine, it doesn't mean it cannot be done.
Something I discussed with my friend.
Education foundation is more important than education in later part of the child's life.
Or as Amir puts it, the education system is upside down.
Very interesting notion and idea. Will go research more on it :) Worthy of a thesis.
And this afternoon.
Damn pissed at my dad.
Can't do shit, talk a lot. Ask for help, then want to comment on how I do things.
_|_ man. Don't get annoyed at me because I can do what I say.
Just because your mind cannot comprehend mine, it doesn't mean it cannot be done.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Tea
Tea, a simple drink.
The bitter aftertaste is what makes it so.. attractive to me.
Keeps things real, that life is not all sweetness.
Love my new keyboard.
Thanks Bros.
The bitter aftertaste is what makes it so.. attractive to me.
Keeps things real, that life is not all sweetness.
Love my new keyboard.
Thanks Bros.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Monday
It's a Monday.
A day where you feel the blues.
A day where a new week begins.
A day after the day where I should have started planning for the week :P
Too bad.
Quite a handful this week, let's get them onto paper.
1. Scholarship Package - To be replied by 11/04/08.
-Current score, Scholarship Package - 7, M@NiFesT - 1.
Tons of things to be done. Need to work out the details and get the photocopies asap.
2. Maths lesson planning for Relief Teaching - RT from 14/04/08 to 25/04/08.
-Currently, need to do the Maths exercises to ensure my familiarity with the subject.
Out of 5 topics, covered 1/2 -__-"
3.Life Skills.
-Currently reading a book, but I think it's best to put it on hold.
4.Guitar
-NO time is just an excuse :P
Just need to find some time to practice.
5.PATAPON
-Must find time to do it. Been really busy. Sorry J. But it's ranked 5 for a reason :P
6.Money
-Need to bank in a cheque. Been dragging it for quite a while.
7.Leisure Reading
-Tons of books waiting~
8.Research
-I always do this.
9.Watching anime
-Strangely, this always comes before the other 8. LOL
10.Music music music
-Passive, forever on going. :) Send me great music people.
11.Teaching Dota
-Well, I guess owning noobs who uses MH against someone who doesn't use it and still own them like crazy is necessary for a healthy growing boy like me.
Of course, the list does not include activities for my 6 friends. Because they're more important than any of these things. Anytime, let's go bros.
I wonder why I'm never bored -_-" I don't even have enough time :P
Damn, but I hate long posts :S
A day where you feel the blues.
A day where a new week begins.
A day after the day where I should have started planning for the week :P
Too bad.
Quite a handful this week, let's get them onto paper.
1. Scholarship Package - To be replied by 11/04/08.
-Current score, Scholarship Package - 7, M@NiFesT - 1.
Tons of things to be done. Need to work out the details and get the photocopies asap.
2. Maths lesson planning for Relief Teaching - RT from 14/04/08 to 25/04/08.
-Currently, need to do the Maths exercises to ensure my familiarity with the subject.
Out of 5 topics, covered 1/2 -__-"
3.Life Skills.
-Currently reading a book, but I think it's best to put it on hold.
4.Guitar
-NO time is just an excuse :P
Just need to find some time to practice.
5.PATAPON
-Must find time to do it. Been really busy. Sorry J. But it's ranked 5 for a reason :P
6.Money
-Need to bank in a cheque. Been dragging it for quite a while.
7.Leisure Reading
-Tons of books waiting~
8.Research
-I always do this.
9.Watching anime
-Strangely, this always comes before the other 8. LOL
10.Music music music
-Passive, forever on going. :) Send me great music people.
11.Teaching Dota
-Well, I guess owning noobs who uses MH against someone who doesn't use it and still own them like crazy is necessary for a healthy growing boy like me.
Of course, the list does not include activities for my 6 friends. Because they're more important than any of these things. Anytime, let's go bros.
I wonder why I'm never bored -_-" I don't even have enough time :P
Damn, but I hate long posts :S
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Family
My aunt came to visit.
And I think I saw my mum in her.
And it's lovable. I miss my mum suddenly. Haven't felt that for as long I lived, but I think having her around was.. different.
Maybe I've been blinded by anger and hatred for too long.
Went to visit grandma with her.
She looked so frail. 100 years old. I love her, and want to protect her.
Been quite a while since I've been at my grandma's.
Food was simple, same stuffy place, but you know what? I smile there 10 times easier than being at home. I miss the place, the homely feeling and my auntie mommy. The one who brought me up, not the one who came over. Great woman. No malice, love her sons, love her family, love her life. Loves me.
Was a great trip. Wouldn't have wanted to be anywhere else.
And I think I saw my mum in her.
And it's lovable. I miss my mum suddenly. Haven't felt that for as long I lived, but I think having her around was.. different.
Maybe I've been blinded by anger and hatred for too long.
Went to visit grandma with her.
She looked so frail. 100 years old. I love her, and want to protect her.
Been quite a while since I've been at my grandma's.
Food was simple, same stuffy place, but you know what? I smile there 10 times easier than being at home. I miss the place, the homely feeling and my auntie mommy. The one who brought me up, not the one who came over. Great woman. No malice, love her sons, love her family, love her life. Loves me.
Was a great trip. Wouldn't have wanted to be anywhere else.
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Time To Come Clean
Okay, for those who noticed.
This is the answer.
But first, I'm sorry for being an ass.
For not being who I'm, unable to put in 100% in things I do. I'm sure all of you felt it.
I had some issues on my own.
She is still affecting me. Big time.
But you know what? I'm blessed. To have people who are here for me.
Thanks.
Time for me to pursue my.. plans.
Those who know me, know I've got many things that I want to do. It's time for them.
That means, I'll be out with my brothers, doing my own stuff; reading, learning, earning money, making up more plans.
I was like a drowning man grabbing at straws, when I had so many boats to cling to.
I doubt she will ever read this, but I want her to know, I don't hate her. I never did, and never will. She made me treasure what I have, strived for more, but it seems all I gave her was pain. She has a near-perfect life, she knows how to live, has values which are good, was vocal(loud, actually), but she has the brains and looks to pull them off. If our paths ever cross again, let it be that, it is the same person, or better.
This is the answer.
But first, I'm sorry for being an ass.
For not being who I'm, unable to put in 100% in things I do. I'm sure all of you felt it.
I had some issues on my own.
She is still affecting me. Big time.
But you know what? I'm blessed. To have people who are here for me.
Thanks.
Time for me to pursue my.. plans.
Those who know me, know I've got many things that I want to do. It's time for them.
That means, I'll be out with my brothers, doing my own stuff; reading, learning, earning money, making up more plans.
I was like a drowning man grabbing at straws, when I had so many boats to cling to.
I doubt she will ever read this, but I want her to know, I don't hate her. I never did, and never will. She made me treasure what I have, strived for more, but it seems all I gave her was pain. She has a near-perfect life, she knows how to live, has values which are good, was vocal(loud, actually), but she has the brains and looks to pull them off. If our paths ever cross again, let it be that, it is the same person, or better.
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