Okay, for those who noticed.
This is the answer.
But first, I'm sorry for being an ass.
For not being who I'm, unable to put in 100% in things I do. I'm sure all of you felt it.
I had some issues on my own.
She is still affecting me. Big time.
But you know what? I'm blessed. To have people who are here for me.
Thanks.
Time for me to pursue my.. plans.
Those who know me, know I've got many things that I want to do. It's time for them.
That means, I'll be out with my brothers, doing my own stuff; reading, learning, earning money, making up more plans.
I was like a drowning man grabbing at straws, when I had so many boats to cling to.
I doubt she will ever read this, but I want her to know, I don't hate her. I never did, and never will. She made me treasure what I have, strived for more, but it seems all I gave her was pain. She has a near-perfect life, she knows how to live, has values which are good, was vocal(loud, actually), but she has the brains and looks to pull them off. If our paths ever cross again, let it be that, it is the same person, or better.
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bro, take it ez aight... i know since zad's b'day i havent had much time with u guys, n i hope u understand tt ive been gg thru a rough spell of my own, with what happened on sunday and all.. but i'll be back to my best pretty soon... and one more thing... this might sound abit gay ah... but i'm always here for u to talk to... WE are always here for u... aight... so if anyth's eatin u, just holla... n we gon' be there, just dont let it destroy u... u hv a bright future bro... things are lookin up... chill... and have a nice day!
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