World of Pain

Pain.
The only word in my mind.
The only feeling I'm experiencing right now.
I wish it will go away.
I do not wish to feel such pain again.
I guess it means I'm gonna have to give up some things.
I told myself that when I was 11, now I realise the importance and am thinking about my future.
Pride has blinded me.
I've fallen into its trap. I realised my stupidity now.
Pride comes before a fall. How true.
I'm a stubborn person. So stubborn that I refuse to admit I'm.
Thanks to all of you who cared about me and told me the right thing.
Maybe I'm growing old, thinking about such things. Weighing things and making difficult decisions.