Nothing.
That's the answer.
I realised that I WAS good. In school.
And in NS perhas.
I'm good at being good in whatever environment I'm in.
Which sucks.
If I'm nowhere, then I'm no good.
Which means I need a goal. To get myself up and working. Towards something. Not just hanging somewhere.
And to work towards what I want, I must realise that I know nothing.
Because what I know, it works only in that environment.
I must start anew.
It is tough.
I must throw away what I think is right and focus on learning new things.
My basics are wrong, what I know is incomplete. Learn anew.
Even if it means to put away my pride, which caused me my downfall.
To be an infant, to take interest in everything around me, and when learning ability is at its highest.
Learn, and perhas one day I may become someone I'll be proud of.
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